The Torn Page

I smoothed the torn page flat on the table of the historical society with the old reading glasses of Luther balanced on my nose, and I looked at the line that had been struck through so hard the pen had nearly gone through the paper. The name was Eli. Beside it, in the same thin brown ink, someone had written a single year and a few plain lines, and I read them one at a time, with my finger under each, the way Luther used to read his Psalms.

Eli, born 1889, eldest son of Silas. Put out of this house in 1911 for marrying a girl from Letcher County whom his father did not approve. Name struck from this record by order of Silas. I stopped. I had heard that name only once in my life, spoken low by Luther at the end of a long night, when he called a man his Uncle Eli and then refused to say more. I had always known there was a hole in the story. Now it had a shape.

Wayne sat across from me with his big hands folded. “Mama, is it true?” he asked. I told him that I thought it was. “Then why did Jessa tear it out?” I looked at the bottom of the page. There, in a smaller hand, was a note I had to read three times. To Eli by deed of 1905, the Saul Branch forty, recorded at Harlan. I felt the blood leave my face. The Saul Branch forty was the very hollow that the timber company wanted to buy from my son.

Wayne said, in a quiet voice, that Jessa had been very anxious about the sale. The man from the timber company had offered a great deal of money for the whole hollow, more than they had ever seen, and the papers were ready to sign on Monday. Jessa had found the page when she lifted the Bible out of the sack, and she had read the note about the deed, and she had gone cold. She had torn it out in the car, and she had meant to burn it. Instead she had hidden it in a drawer.

Land and names may be struck from a record by an angry hand, but the truth was written in more than one place, and it keeps.

I did what I have done at that table for three years. I got up, walked to the shelves behind me, and pulled the great book of deeds for Harlan County, from the year 1905. It took me forty minutes. I turned the pages with my little finger, carefully, as I had been taught. There it was, in the hand of a clerk, with a seal. Silas to his son Eli, forty acres on Saul Branch, in consideration of love and affection. Recorded in the office of the clerk on the third of May. It had never been conveyed back.

Wayne looked at the book for a long time. Then he said, very softly, that he had been about to sell land that did not belong to him. “I have been cutting tobacco on that ridge since I was ten,” he said. “It was always ours.” I told him it had been, in the way that things are ours when nobody remembers who gave them. But a deed does not forget. The law, I said, does not care how long it takes for a deed to be found.

We called Jessa to the courthouse that afternoon. She came in with her car keys in her fist and her face already wet. She did not argue and she did not defend herself. She said she was sorry in a voice I hardly knew, and that she had been afraid of losing the money, because of debts she had hidden from Wayne. She had thought of the Bible as a thing that sat on a shelf. She had not understood, she said, that a page could be a person. I put my arm around her, and she shook.

The woman at the register of the historical society, Miss Calloway, helped me with the rest. It took three weeks of letters and telephone calls. Eli had gone to Ohio with his wife and found work in a steel mill in Dayton. He had raised five children. One of his great granddaughters was alive, a retired schoolteacher named Naomi, in her seventies, living in a brick house in Kettering. When I telephoned her, she listened to the whole story without a sound. Then she said, “My grandfather told us he was born in the mountains. He never said where.”

Naomi came to the hollow in June with her daughter and two grandsons. She stood at the end of the lane for a long time, looking up at the ridge. Then she walked to the house and into the front room and sat down in the chair of Luther, because I asked her to. Wayne handed her the Bible, and he laid the torn page inside the cover, mended now with archival tape, so that the name of Eli could be read again. She read it aloud, and her voice caught on the year.

The sale to the timber company never took place. Wayne wrote the man a courteous letter, and he took up the matter with a lawyer in Harlan, who found the descendants of Eli all of them, eleven in number, and brought them into a single agreement. The Saul Branch forty remains theirs, held in trust, with a right for the family of Wayne to hunt and walk. Nothing was cut. The ridge is the same dark green it has always been, and in the fall it turns the color of old brass.

This summer the whole family met on the porch for a supper, forty one of us, the cousins from Ohio and the cousins from the hollow, eating soup beans and cornbread off paper plates. Jessa carried out the pies. Wayne read a Psalm, slowly, moving his finger along the line, the way his father did. I sat in the chair at the head of the table and listened. When he finished, I took a pen and added a new line to the family record. Eli, restored.

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