The Yellow Tabs

The door of the conference room opened, and a young woman in a gray coat stood on the threshold with a folder under her arm. Anthony looked at her and did not seem to know her. Then his mouth fell open. It was his daughter Gianna, twenty four years old, whom he had not seen in six years, since the night he lost the money for her nursing school at a card table and she told him she was done. Mr. Ferrante did not look up from the page in his hand. “Anthony,” he said, “your father asked me to make sure she was here for the reading.”

I sat in my good navy suit at the long table in Cranston, eighty one years old, with my purse in my lap and every yellow tab signed. Mr. Ferrante read the second will of Sal aloud, slowly, and there was not a sound in the room except the clock. Three million, nine hundred thousand dollars. Not to Anthony. To a trust for Gianna and for me, with Gianna as the agent and Mr. Ferrante as the guardian of the funds, and not one dollar to be released to any person with a debt to a bookie or a casino.

Anthony stared at the page as though the words might rearrange themselves. “Ma,” he said, in a small voice, “you let me sign you into a nursing home. You let Denise hold your hand in the car and say how nice Warwick would be. You knew the whole time.” I told him I had known since ten minutes to ten on Wednesday night, when a text came to the wrong telephone. Denise had gone gray in her chair. She stared at the table, and a single tear ran off her chin onto the yellow tab.

A second will handed across a lawyer desk gave one widow the Friday to bring her son back to his family in Cranston.

I gave my terms with my purse on the table and my hand flat on the will of my husband. “Anthony, I did not come here to put you out of my life. I came to take you out of the hands of Joey on Atwells Avenue. Mr. Ferrante has already telephoned the state police, and Joey is waiting for you at the house you thought you were listing. You will tell the troopers everything. Then you will go to the program in Cumberland that Gianna found for you, and you will stay. The house stays mine. Your father wrote this will for the son I know you can be.”

Gianna stepped forward from the doorway. “Dad,” she said, and her voice shook, “I did not come for the money. Grandpa Sal found me three years ago and bought me a cup of coffee, and he said, someday your father is going to need somebody to be there. He paid for my last year of school, and he never told you.” She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. “I am a nurse now. I am not angry any more. I just want to know if you are going to try.”

Anthony looked at his daughter, and then something broke in his face. He snatched the second will off the table, turned, and bolted for the door, shouting that it was a lie, that his father would never have done this to him. He flung the door open. In the hall, Mr. Caruso, the doorman of the building, seventy eight years old and a middleweight champion of Rhode Island in 1968, was standing with his arms crossed. He did not strike a pose. He simply took one step into the doorway and said, “Anthony, I carried your mother groceries for thirty years. Sit down.”

Anthony stopped with his chest heaving. The will crumpled in his fist. Mr. Caruso gently opened his fingers and took the pages out, smoothed them against his own chest, and handed them back to Mr. Ferrante. Then he stepped aside. Gianna crossed the room and, without saying anything at all, put her arms around her father. For a long time he stood stiff as a post. Then his knees went, and the two of them sat down together on the carpet while Denise wept and I looked at the clock on the wall, and it was only ten past eleven.

The money consequences were swift. Joey, the bookie of Atwells Avenue, was arrested by the state police that afternoon on the front steps of my house, with a notebook of seventeen names. Anthony gave a full statement and was charged with nothing, since he had committed no crime but a bad bet. The three million, nine hundred thousand dollars stayed in the trust. The papers for the home in Warwick were fed into the shredder of Mr. Ferrante, one at a time, by my own hand, and I enjoyed it very much.

In the name of Sal, who passed in 2020, I started the Salvatore Marchetti Fund. It pays for legal help for older women pressured to sign guardianship papers, and for gambling counseling for families, in Providence, Kent and Washington counties. In the first year we helped fifty eight women and counseled sixty one families. One was a widow of eighty five from Warwick who had been handed a power of attorney in a hospital hallway. A lawyer from our list was at her bedside by noon, and she tore the paper in half.

Anthony came home from Cumberland after four months. On the Sunday before Easter, I was standing at the stove in Cranston with the gravy on, and I heard the front door. He came into the kitchen in a clean shirt, with Gianna behind him, and took the wooden spoon out of my hand without being asked. He stirred the pot the way his father always had, slowly, in a figure eight. I put my hand on his back. The zeppole were cooling on the windowsill, and the whole house smelled of Sunday.

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