There Must Have Be

It was a stack of letters. Not money, not stock certificates, not anything worth a fortune on paper. Just dozens of envelopes bundled together with a faded blue ribbon, along with a small framed photograph of a man I recognized immediately as the daughter’s father. I sat there on the garage floor turning the first envelope over in my hands, and when I saw the dates, my stomach dropped. The letters stretched across nearly thirty years.

I started reading, and before long I understood why they had been hidden. The woman who owned that sofa had written every one of them. Some were addressed to her husband after he died. Some were to her daughter. Most were things she never found the courage to say out loud. She wrote about lonely nights in that very spot on the couch, about mistakes she wished she could take back, and about how proud she was of her family even when they drove her crazy. Tucked into the middle was a note with her daughter’s name on the front. “For after I’m gone,” it said.

I called the daughter the next morning. At first she thought I was joking. Then she came over and sat at my kitchen table while I handed her the bundle. She opened that note and read for a minute before covering her mouth with her hand. Her mother had written that she knew they hadn’t always understood each other, but that she had loved her fiercely every day of her life. The room got very quiet after that.

I never did reupholster the sofa. A week later, the daughter came back with a truck and took it home. As she drove away, the couch was strapped in the bed behind her, and those letters were riding beside her on the front seat where they had belonged all along.

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