Marges Diner Stood for Fifty Years and I Bought the Jukebox at the Sale

I had to sit down, because inside that napkin was a single silver dime, worn smooth, and taped to it a scrap of paper in Marges own looping hand: the dime Raymond played the night he asked her to dance, 1965.

Marge had seen it. Of course she had. She saw everything from behind that counter for fifty years. She had watched a shy young man drop his last dime in her jukebox and ask a girl to dance to Patsy Cline, and she had known, the way Marge always knew, that she was watching something begin.

She had fished that very dime out of the coin box after we left that night, and she had kept it. And when her body started to fail her and she knew the diner would close, she had wrapped it in one of her own napkins and hidden it deep in the one place she knew that jukebox would outlast her: down in the cabinet, behind the works, where only a repairman would ever look.

She had gambled that someday somebody who loved that machine would open it up and find her little gift, and Lord, she had gambled right, because there was nobody on this earth who loved it more than me.

I sat in my living room with Patsy Cline filling the air and that worn dime warm in my palm, and I cried the good kind of tears, the kind you cry when someone reaches out to you from across the years to say I saw, I remembered, it mattered.

Forty-two years I had with Raymond after that dance. I buried him and thought the last of those young nights was gone. And here was Marge, gone herself now, handing me back the very coin that started it all.

I took that dime to a jeweler and had it set into a little glass locket. I wear it now, every day, right over my heart. And every evening I drop a fresh dime into that Wurlitzer, press the same buttons Raymond pressed, and dance a slow turn around my living room with a man who has been gone these many years but is never really far.

I tracked down Marges granddaughter to tell her what I found, and we sat together over coffee while I told her about the night it all began. She had not known the story. Now she does. Some things are too good to keep locked in a cabinet forever.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *