The False Wall

I set my hammer down real slow, because behind that false wall, in a space the length of the whole basement corner, were paintings. Dozens of them. Stacked on edge, wrapped in cloth, hidden where no one would ever look.

I pulled one out into the flashlight and unwrapped it, and I forgot for a minute that I was a man who finishes basements for a living.

It was beautiful. A river at dawn, the mist coming off it, light you could almost feel on your face. And in the corner, a signature, and under the signature a year, and the year was recent.

Someone had spent years painting in secret, hiding every canvas behind a wall he built with his own hands, so that no one in his own house would ever know he was an artist.

The young couple who hired me had bought the house from the estate of an old man. A quiet man, the neighbors said. A retired factory worker. A widower. Nobody ever knew him to have a single hobby.

Nobody knew because he hid it. Forty years of paintings, hundreds of hours of a mans heart, sealed into the corner of a basement behind a false wall, where his wife, while she lived, and his grown children, and the whole world, would never see them and never get the chance to tell him they were no good.

Because that was it, I think. That was the whole sad shape of it. A man of his time and his town did not say out loud that he painted. It was not what men like him did. So he did it where no one could laugh, and he was so afraid of being seen that he built a wall to keep even the paintings from testifying.

There was a note in the space, weighted under a coffee can of brushes. It said, if someone is reading this, I am gone, and it does not matter anymore what anyone thinks. Do with them what you like. I just could not throw them away. A man should keep the one thing that was only ever his.

The couple did not throw them away. The wife took a photograph of the river at dawn and showed it to a gallery owner two towns over, without saying much. The gallery owner asked to see the rest.

There is a show now. A small one, in a small town, of the work of a factory worker nobody knew could paint. They titled it from his note. The One Thing That Was Only Ever His.

People came. People who had worked the line beside him for thirty years stood in front of his rivers and his dawns with their mouths open, because they had eaten lunch next to this man every day and never known there was an ocean inside him.

I did not build the wine cellar in that corner. The couple changed their minds. They finished it as a little room with good light, and they hung the ones they kept, the ones the gallery did not take.

He hid his whole soul behind a basement wall because he was afraid to be seen. In the end a stranger with a flashlight saw him, and then a whole town did, and every one of them wished they had told him, while he lived, that the river was beautiful.

Do not wall up the one thing that is only yours. Somebody is always going to be glad they got to see it.

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