Dannys Dimple

Frank picked the envelope up off the sidewalk with shaking hands, but he could not open it. He handed it to me instead.

Inside was a single page in our sons handwriting, the same handwriting from every birthday card he ever gave me.

Mom and Dad, it began. If you are reading this, it means I did not get to tell you myself, and I am sorry for that. Her name is Sarah. We got married at the courthouse before I shipped out. I wanted to bring her home and do it right, in the church, with Dad walking me around the yard showing off. There is a baby coming. If it is a boy I am naming him after Dad. Please take care of them for me. They are the best thing I ever did.

I looked up. Sarah was holding the baby against her chest, rocking him, afraid to say a word.

“What is his name?” I managed.

“Frank,” she whispered. “Frank Daniel Turner. After both of them.”

My husband made that same sound I had heard him make only once before, the night the officers came to our door. But this time it was not grief tearing out of him. It was something closer to being born.

Our son had not left the world with nobody behind him after all. He had left us a grandson with his exact dimple.

Frank reached out, and Sarah placed the baby in his arms as naturally as if she had done it a hundred times. The little boy looked up at the big old man and smiled, and there it was again, that dimple, the one I had kissed for nineteen years, looking back at us from a brand new face.

Sarah had been afraid we would turn her away. She had been carrying that fear all alone, along with Dannys child and Dannys letter, waiting until she was brave enough to drive to the town and the bench she had only ever heard about.

We did not let her be alone another day. She moved into Dannys old room, Chiefs blanket and all, and we painted the nursery beside it that same week.

Every year we still go to the bench on his birthday with a thermos of coffee and a Snickers bar. Only now there are three of us on the bench, and the littlest one holds the candy bar in both hands, grinning up at his grandfather with that dimple, and the quiet that used to live in our house is gone for good.

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