I Won A Dead

When the latches finally gave way, I lifted the lid and found hundreds of letters.

Not money. Not jewelry. Not anything valuable in the way people usually mean. Just bundles of envelopes tied with string, stacked so carefully it looked like someone had packed them with shaking hands. Every bundle had the same two names written on the outside.

At first I thought it was some old love story.

Then I started reading.

The letters stretched across almost forty years. They were between a man and a woman who had met as teenagers and never quite managed to build a life together. Sometimes months passed between letters. Sometimes years. There were wedding announcements neither attended, Christmas cards sent to old addresses, updates about children, illnesses, jobs, and ordinary days. They kept finding each other and losing each other again.

I sat on my basement floor until two in the morning reading strangers’ lives.

Then I reached the final bundle.

The last few letters were different. The handwriting was shakier. The man wrote that he was sick and didn’t have much time left. In his final letter, he apologized for never being brave enough when it mattered most. He wrote, “If you’re reading this, then I probably left these somewhere you’ll never find them. That’s fitting. We always missed each other by a little.”

The next envelope wasn’t from him.

It was from her.

She’d somehow tracked down his storage unit after he died. The letter was addressed to whoever eventually opened the suitcase. She explained that she’d found out about his death too late, paid to store the letters, and couldn’t bring herself to throw them away. She wrote, “These belonged to a love story that never became a life, but it was still real.”

I put everything back exactly as I’d found it.

The suitcase still sits on a shelf in my basement. Every now and then I walk past it and think about two people who spent forty years trying to reach each other, and how someone’s most valuable possession turned out to be a stack of old letters nobody else wanted.

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