The Church Bulletin

Captain Lorraine Pugh read the list twice, standing in the light of the open cooler door, and then she keyed her radio and asked me to stay on the line. I was still at my console in the dispatch center, twelve miles away, with the headset pressed to my ear. She read the five names to me one at a time. Reggie Tolliver. Deacon Amos Fitch. Sister Ernestine Boyd. Mr. Calvin Rhodes. Mrs. Odessa Lyle. Each name had a dollar amount penciled beside it, in the careful hand of an old man who had kept the books of a restaurant for fifty years, and the amounts added up to three hundred and eighty thousand dollars.

Mr. Tolliver explained from the stretcher, in a voice that was weak but steady. He said the four names after his son were church members who had lent Reggie money over two years, believing the restaurant would be sold and they would be repaid. Reggie had promised each of them a share of the sale. He had never told his father. Deacon Fitch had been the first lender, and the largest, and it was he who had brought the buyer to the table. “He is a good man in the pew,” Mr. Tolliver said. “I have seen him weep at the altar. But he took a fee from the man in Tunica every time he brought Reggie a new loan.” An old man behind a counter hears everything.

I have been a dispatcher for twenty four years, and I have heard grown men stop breathing on my line, but I had never heard a silence like the one that followed. Captain Pugh said into the radio, very quietly, “Darnell, send a unit to the house of Deacon Fitch. Not a lights unit. Just a car.” Then she turned back to the stretcher, bent down, and took the hand of Mr. Tolliver in both of hers. He closed his eyes. A single tear ran down the side of his face and into the white of his hair.

A church bulletin kept in an apron pocket gave one father the evening to bring his son back to the truth in Memphis.

Mr. Tolliver gave his terms right there on the stretcher in the alley, with the red lights turning on the brick and a sergeant of police at his elbow writing it all down. Captain Pugh held her radio open, so I heard every word. “I will not press charges against my son for the cooler,” he said. “I want him in a treatment bed in Memphis by Friday, and I will pay for it. I will not sell the restaurant, not for any price. And I want the four people on that list paid back out of my own pocket, every dollar, because they trusted my boy because they trusted me.”

At ten past eight, a car turned into the alley with its headlights wide, and Reggie climbed out of the driver seat, gray and unshaven, in the same clothes he had worn that morning. A man in a silk shirt got out of the passenger side. Reggie saw the fire trucks, the ambulance and his father on the stretcher, and he stopped as if he had hit glass. “Daddy,” I heard him say, “I put you in a box. I put you in a box and I went to a casino.” He covered his mouth with a fist. “I told myself you would only be in there twenty minutes. I have never been so ashamed.”

The man in the silk shirt, who was the buyer, took one look at the bulletin in the hand of the captain and understood what it was. He snatched it from her fingers and ran down the alley. I heard a clang over the radio, a shout, and then the clear voice of Lieutenant Tomeka Bell, five feet four inches of fire department, who had stepped out from behind the engine with a Halligan bar held across his path like a turnstile. “Sir,” she said, “you will want to stop.” He stopped. The bulletin floated down to the wet asphalt, and the lieutenant put her boot on it.

My shift ended at dawn, and I drove to Methodist hospital with my uniform still on. In a plastic chair beside the bed, Reggie was asleep sitting up, with his head tilted back and his mouth open, holding the hand of his father in both of his. Mr. Tolliver was awake. He looked at me and put a finger to his lips, and then he winked. I stood in the doorway a long time. He had told the paramedics in the alley that his son would ride in the ambulance with him, and the sergeant had nodded, and nobody had said a word against it.

The money consequences were settled before the end of the month. Mr. Tolliver paid back the four church members from the savings of his restaurant, and he took the notes and burned them in the grill. The buyer, who was a front for a lender in Tunica, was charged along with Deacon Fitch, who admitted to taking the fees. The restaurant, worth two million, nine hundred thousand dollars, was never sold. Reggie entered a treatment center in Memphis, and the restaurant paid the bill. The four people on the list were repaid in full, and each of them sent a card to the hospital.

In the name of Evelyn, the wife of Booker, who passed in 2017, he started the Evelyn Tolliver Fund, and I sit on its board. It pays for hot meals, winter heating and rides to doctors for seniors living alone in Shelby, Fayette and Tipton counties. In the first year we delivered four thousand meals. A woman of ninety one in Millington, who had been eating crackers for supper, wept when the volunteer set a plate of ribs on her table. She asked who had sent it. The volunteer said Mr. Tolliver, and the woman said she knew that name from the old days.

On a Friday night in March, I finally drove across the river on my day off to eat at Tolliver Bar B Q. It was full from the counter to the door. Behind the counter, in a clean white apron, Reggie was wrapping pork shoulders, ten months clean, quiet and careful. Mr. Tolliver sat on a stool by the register, as he had for fifty years, watching everything. When I gave my name, he looked up and said, “The voice on the phone.” He came around the counter, took my hand in both of his, and would not let me pay.

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