The deputy waited for my answer, his flashlight lowered, his breath making small clouds in the cold. “Crystal Dale,” I repeated. I turned the name over in my mind, and I did not know it. Across the lawn, Brent stood frozen on the porch in his Christmas sweater, a reindeer with a red nose, and he looked as if somebody had pulled the floor out from under him. “Sir, she is a dealer at the Winstar Casino,” the deputy said. “Last night, at three in the morning, she was in the passenger seat of your truck. The camera at the gas station shows her laughing. It also shows the man driving, and he is wearing that sweater.”
I looked at the porch. Brent had not moved. The second deputy had come around the truck with a small notebook and a plastic evidence bag, and inside the bag was a debit card with my name printed on it. “Mr. Pettibone, this card was used for three hundred and forty dollars of gas, cigarettes and a bottle of whiskey,” he said. “At the same station, the same night.” I had not even known it was missing. It had been in the pocket of my coat, which hung inside the sleeper cab. Brent had been taking it for weeks while I slept in the back, sixteen feet from his hand.
The front door of the house opened, and Tracy came out in her apron, flour on her cheek, the dish towel still in her hand. “What is going on?” she asked. “Daddy, why are there police in my yard?” Nobody answered her. The deputy turned to the porch. “Madam, do you know a woman named Crystal Dale?” he said. Tracy looked at him blankly. Then she turned, slowly, and looked at her husband. Brent looked at the porch boards. Twelve people had come to the window of the house, all of them holding glasses, and the Christmas lights blinked red and green on their faces.
A sheriff car pulling into a driveway on Christmas Eve gave one trucker the weekend to bring his daughter back to a home of his own in Amarillo.
I climbed down from the cab of the truck, stiff and cold, and set my plate on the hood. I was seventy five years old and a long way from home, but I had one thing the others did not. I knew exactly what I was going to say. “Tracy, honey, I did not want you to find out like this,” I said. “I came to you in November with nothing but a truck and a pillow, and I never complained. But last week, a letter from Chicago changed what I own, and tonight I will tell you the whole of it, in front of everyone, because your husband has a way of turning a story.”
I told them about Juanita and the shoebox, and the margarine lid with the pen spring, and the patent she had filed with her egg money. I told them about the kitchenware company that had made a billion cups without knowing whose idea it was. And I told them about the check. Nine million, three hundred thousand dollars. The silence on that lawn was so deep that I could hear a dog barking three blocks over. The father of Brent let his glass fall, and it bounced in the grass without breaking. The man who had toasted his son as the man of the house sat down on the porch steps as if his knees had given way.
Brent tried to speak. “Earl, I can explain,” he began, and then he stopped, because there was nothing to explain. He looked at his wife, and she looked at him, and I saw her face go through every stage of a long, slow understanding. The dealer. The nights he said he was driving to Dallas for work. The money that kept going missing from the account for the down payment. The whole sad ledger of a marriage built on a smile. “Brent, you used my father,” she said, in a whisper. “You made him sleep in a truck at nineteen degrees, and you drove it to meet a woman.”
He bolted. I do not know what he thought he could do, whether to outrun two deputies in a cul de sac or simply to put his feet in motion, but he vaulted the porch rail and sprinted down the driveway toward the street. It took the younger deputy exactly eleven seconds. Ray, my neighbor of twenty years, who had been standing in his driveway in a Dallas Cowboys jacket since the sirens started, stuck out a long leg at the right moment, and Brent went down hard in a bank of snow. “Evening, son,” said Ray pleasantly. “Merry Christmas.” The deputy knelt and reached for his handcuffs.
The money consequences were not hard to sort. Brent was charged with fraud, unauthorized use of a card, and theft from an elderly person, and because he had been in trouble with a casino once before, the judge was not inclined to be gentle. Tracy filed her own papers in January. She and the children moved into a smaller house, and I helped her with the rent for the first six months, though she did not ask. The attorney in Lubbock, the brother in law of Ray, drew up a plain trust for my grandchildren, and I put the rest where nobody but me could reach it.
I could have been bitter. I thought about it, in the nights in the sleeper cab with the engine ticking. But Juanita would not have wanted that. She used to say that a man who spills his coffee should stop looking for someone to blame and start looking for a better lid. So I did the second thing. I took the check from Chicago and spent a small part of it on a new, warm, three bedroom house on the other side of town, two streets from my daughter. I put in a bay window, a big kitchen and a long front porch, and a rocking chair in the morning sun.
On Christmas morning, one year later, I sat on that porch with a thermos of the chili of Ray and my grandchildren, and my daughter came up the walk with a casserole dish in her hands. She had gone back to school, she told me, to finish her nursing degree. She set down the dish, and from her coat she took out a small, plain gift box. Inside was a plastic coffee lid, lovingly cut from the top of a margarine tub, notched along one side. A tiny spring from a ballpoint pen was glued inside. “Daddy, I made it myself,” she said. “It does not spill.” I held it in my hand for a long time.
