Father Mike Dolan picked up on the second ring, as though he had been sitting beside the telephone for six years. “Bernie,” he said. “Who said the name?” I told him. The line went quiet, and I heard a chair scrape, and then a long breath. “I am coming to your house,” he said. “Do not sign anything. Do not talk to Gary. Put the kettle on.” He was there in eleven minutes, a big white haired man in a gray windbreaker, with a manila envelope under his arm that he had kept in the rectory safe since the spring of 2017. Brandi stood in my driveway and watched him come up the walk.
The name was Maureen Kasprzak. In 1968, a year before he met me, Stan was a nineteen year old kid at the Wright Patterson loading docks, and a girl named Anita Kasprzak had his baby. Her family sent her away. The child was placed with a couple in Springfield, and Stan, who was too young and too scared, never saw her face. Father Mike, a young curate then, had held the paperwork. Stan told me on the night before his heart surgery, and he made me promise. I had forgotten the promise, but I had never forgotten how his hand shook.
Father Mike slid the envelope across my kitchen table. Inside were letters in the hand of Stan, one for every birthday of a daughter he had never met, and a recorded document from the Montgomery County office. In 2016, Stan had quietly recorded a notice of interest on our house, so that nothing could be sold without Maureen knowing. “He was protecting you,” said Father Mike. “He thought if Gary ever went after the house, Maureen would be the one person Gary could not fool.” I read the first letter twice. Then I asked Brandi to stay, and I asked Father Mike to call Springfield.
A red blazer, a hammer and a name from the past gave one widow the length of a single afternoon to bring her son back to the truth in Kettering.
I gave my terms to Gary by telephone, in a voice I had used on him at fourteen. He would come to my kitchen at four that afternoon, with Tiffany, with the original power of attorney, and with every paper he had signed in my name. Brandi would sit at the table as a witness. Father Mike would sit by the door. And a woman from Springfield, whom Gary had told nobody about, would be at the table too. Gary said, “Mom, you are confused.” I said, “Gary, I count eleven cash drawers to the penny. Come at four.”
Maureen arrived at ten minutes to four, a trim woman of fifty six in nurse shoes, with the eyes of Stan, brown and a little sad. She stood in my kitchen doorway and said, “Mrs. Kowalski, I was told you were very ill. Your son offered me fifty thousand dollars to sign a release at closing. He said you wanted it, and that you did not remember me.” I took her hands. They were Stan hands, square and warm. “Maureen,” I said, “I remember you very well. I have been waiting for you for a long time.” Behind her, in the hall, Gary and Tiffany came in.
Gary looked at the table, at the priest, at the woman from Springfield, at me. His face went through four colors. “Mom, I was trying to protect you,” he said. “You have been alone in this house, and you have too much money, and people take advantage.” “People like you,” said Tiffany, very quietly, and then covered her mouth. Gary snatched the listing agreement and the power of attorney off the end of the table, meaning to run with them out the back door to his truck and burn them in the burn barrel, and he bolted through the kitchen toward the garage.
He did not make it past the dishwasher. Father Mike Dolan, who had played linebacker for the University of Dayton in 1971, stepped into the doorway with his arms folded, and he did not say a word. He did not need to. Gary stopped like a man who has run into a wall in the dark. “Gary,” said the priest, mildly, “I baptized you. I think you can hand me those.” After a long moment, Gary opened his fingers. The papers fell onto the linoleum. Tiffany sat down at the table and began to cry, and for once it was not about herself.
The power of attorney was revoked the next morning at the courthouse. The doctor who had signed my so called episodes turned out to have signed nothing at all, and the notary lost her commission. Gary sold the boat he was behind on, paid the agent for her trouble, and took a job at a Ford dealership on Dorothy Lane. I did not give him the check for the mortgage. I gave it to the bank, in his name, with a note, and I told him that he would earn the rest the way Stan and I earned our quarters. He said that was fair. It was the first honest sentence of the year.
In the name of Stan, who passed in 2017, I started the Stan Kowalski Fund. It pays for washers, dryers and laundry vouchers for families in shelters, foster homes and transitional housing, in Montgomery, Greene and Clark counties. In the first year we washed three hundred forty families worth of clothes, and we put eight machines in the basement of St. Vincent. A little boy named Tyrone, six years old, held up a warm towel at the fold table and said it smelled like his grandmother house. I had to go and check a lint trap that did not need checking.
On Tuesdays and Fridays I still check the lint traps myself. Maureen comes on Fridays after her shift, and we fold together at the long table in the Wayne Avenue store, the first one, which I bought back from the company in Cincinnati for a fair price. We do not talk much. We put the towels in thirds and the sheets in squares, the way Stan taught me. Last Friday she held up a pillowcase and said, “Mom, is this how he did it?” I did not correct her. I said, “Exactly like that.”
