The Thimble Chain

The young woman from the craft company, whose name was Priya Desai, set her leather folder on the kitchen table and said, “Mrs. Fenstermacher, the call came in at 2:40 on a Wednesday morning. From the landline in this house.” Tammy turned to look at me with her mouth open, and I did not look away. The call was mine. For three nights after I found that form on the counter, I lay awake in the bed where Melvin and I slept for fifty years. On the fourth night, I walked in my robe to the kitchen, dialed the number on the letter, and left a message.

“What did she say?” Tammy asked, hoarse. Ms. Desai opened her folder. “She said, This is Ida Mae Fenstermacher. I did not sign a change of address form. Someone in my house has been using my name. Please do not send one more dollar to Cedar Rapids. Our legal office verified her voice against a recorded call from the contract signing. Then we compared the handwriting on the form with a recipe card that Mrs. Esther Yoder was kind enough to provide, a card written by Mrs. Tammy Fenstermacher last Christmas.”

The last page in the folder was a report from a handwriting examiner. The signature on the change of address form matched the hand of Tammy on twenty one of twenty three marks. Ronald, standing in the doorway with a dish towel over his shoulder, took the report and read it twice. Then he turned to his wife with a face I had never seen on him. “Tammy,” he said, in a voice thin as thread, “I do not know you right now.” Darla, who had been dabbing her lips with a napkin, put it down very quietly on top of the pot roast.

A change of address form on a kitchen counter gave one grandmother the Sunday to bring her family back to the truth in Kalona.

I gave my terms with the thimble of my mother in my fingers. “Tammy, my sewing machine goes back to my sewing room today. Darla, you will pack your suitcases, and I will drive you to the bus. Ronald, you and I will sit down at this table and read every paper that was ever put in front of me.” Nobody said a word. The ham and the pot roast sat cooling in their dishes, and the two boys stared at their plates. In Kalona we do not raise our voices. We simply say what is going to happen, and then it does.

Tammy broke first. She had been buying things on the internet for two years, she said, and had dug a hole of sixty two thousand dollars. She heard about the craft company at church. She thought an old woman with shaky hands would never miss it. I told her my hands had never been shaky. “I know,” she whispered. “That was the lie I told the ladies so they would believe the rest. I made you small so I could take you.” She put her face down on the tablecloth, and her shoulders shook like a leaf in a hard wind.

Then she grabbed the folder off the table and ran for the front door. She made it as far as the porch. Esther Yoder, eighty three years old in her black bonnet, had not moved from the doorway. She planted her cane across the frame like a gate. “Tammy Fenstermacher,” Esther said, “I have outlasted three bishops and two droughts. You will sit down in that chair and let the nice girl take her papers.” Tammy looked at the cane, at the bonnet, and at the long road beyond, and she turned around slowly and sat.

Ronald sat beside me and took my hand. He said he had seen the boxes moved and the signs of trouble, and he had told himself it was none of his business, because a man does not accuse his wife. I told him a man also does not leave his mother in the garage with the lawn mower. He laughed once, a wet ugly sound, and then he cried. We held each other at the kitchen table where I had fed him gravy and biscuits as a boy, and the afternoon light turned the ham golden.

The money consequences were small, thanks to a woman in Ohio who read her mail. Not one dollar had moved to Cedar Rapids. The bank closed the box and reported the form. Tammy signed a statement and agreed to pay restitution to the company for its legal costs, eleven thousand dollars, from a second job at the grocery. She and Ronald moved into a rented house in Wellman, and Darla went home to Missouri. My four point four million dollars stayed where it belongs. I used some of it to buy back my sewing room, the way it was, with the window open.

In the name of Melvin, who passed in 2021, I started the Melvin Fenstermacher Fund. It pays for quilt kits, warm blankets and heating bills for widows on fixed incomes in Washington, Johnson and Iowa counties. In the first year we sent out one hundred twenty kits and paid thirty one winter heating bills. A woman in Riverside wrote that she had never finished a quilt in her life and was sewing the last corner of her first. Esther helps me deliver them in her buggy, since the roads are not always kind to cars.

On Sunday, the Mennonite church ladies came to my house for dinner. Tammy came, too, and washed the dishes without being asked. She does not talk much. She has learned to thread a needle, and I am teaching her to sew a log cabin block, one steady stitch at a time. My hands are not shaky. I show her how to hold the thimble on its chain, and I tell her the thing Esther once told me. A stitch is only as strong as the one you make next.

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